Everything went so well
Until I
Turned from the agreed route
And headed out on my own…and then,
Disowned.
The words I shared were once
Admired, and then
All at once
The world grew tired…and I
Was fired.
It is not that I crave
Position; it is not that I fear
Rendition. I will speak, I
Will seek…but this losing streak
Weighs heavy.
Toad's Great Adventure 
*hug*
:o)
We’ve all been down this road, being a pioneer is not without its set-backs. Keep the faith.